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Forsaken existence by *Avender:iconAvender:


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Submitted: July 15, 2008
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"Every time I look in a mirror, it slowly comes back...
Every time I lay to sleep, the memories play before my eyes like a distorted motion picture...
The echo's from my past, the times that use to be..
Being trapped in my thoughts, those painful visions...
A mess of my own and his... Raphael's.
Unable to return, unable to undo what has been done.
My mind rewinding, and playing over again.
Who was I?
I hate this...
I have his memories... but they say I was someone else.
Jackson, they say... and the name, my name, when they first said it - my stomache lurched, and for a moment... perhaps a second more, I saw him.
Or rather, Myself... a memory of who I was.
What I looked like... And my eye's. I recognised them.
Now... I see him... I see who I was almost everytime I look at my reflection.
My past image burned into my mind.
Im trying to put the pieces of my life back together, the broken memories... the faces, the voices... and the names.
They say I've only been here for a few years...
Even though I remember his entire life as it were my own...
His childhood friends, his school, his mistakes, his love...
They say I was torn out of my body, and thrown into his.
Then where did he go, then?
Is he lost, like myself - stuck in someone elses corpse, with thier entire lifetime layed out for him?
Does he even know who he was?
Does he know he was Raphael Jones?

And my body... Where's that?
Alone, dead - left for the birds?
Or is someone else in my body... With my friends... living my life, with my family?
... My family.
Who were they? My mother, I don't remember her...
Will she ever know what happened to her son, or... is the stranger in my body fooling her? Going through my memories like they were his own...
Knowing my secrets, my mistakes...

Im trying to understand...
Im trying to fix it...
Im trying..."

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Blargggg~
Finished.

I started this at like.. midnight, and it's... 8:00PM now.
And I took a break to sleep, but w/e.

I made so many mistakes with this... then I had to redo some huge parts, and experiment alot, but it's all good.
:D

It's Raiphe and Jack.
A remake of [link]

For those of you who are baffled:
Long story, short (butnotreally) -
When Adam, Nathan and Jack tried to open the wormhole, they screwed up and Jack was killed in the backlash.
(And Adam ended up in a coma.)
They did create a small tear, however - and when Jacks body died, his soul was thrown through the wormhole and into another man's 'recently-soul-less' body, Raphael Jones.
(He had gotten into a tight situation with some vampires, and they have very little tolerance.)
When he woke up in Raiphe's body, he believed he was Raiphe. He had all his memories and emotions.
Almost a year passed, before he started having dreams.. with faces, and voices and such.
And soon, he started working with Warren.
Then he met Cederic, and through him - Liam.
Who recognised what had happened to Jack, and tried to help. Adam and Nathan showed up soon after...


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100% Digital.
GAH. -Shuts up-

Jackson Fletcher, Raphael Jones (c) Kirsten Stackhouse 2008
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First comment!! Okay, that is officially my favorite piece of artwork you've done. EVER. I love the mood and feeling of it. He looks pained and sad. I must fave. Great job!
Ohhhhhhhhhhh o:
I lubb it.

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Synyster Gates~
You make my urethra happy.
Nice mirror effect.

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""El Señor es mi Pastor, y nada me faltara" Salmo 23:1
Thank you so much!

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The day after tomorrow is the third day of the rest of your life.
Thanks ;P

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The day after tomorrow is the third day of the rest of your life.
:3

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&&+Insomniatic+, BABII. Check it out. --> [link]
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Synyster Gates~
You make my urethra happy.
Awesome picture with an even better, mind-twisting summery! Let teh drama ensue >D
This is really good, both pieces command the veiwer to take a deep breath and truly think. Great job!

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You're welcome! I love your art. ^^

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